What a day.
That said, I have been working while away. I did one painting that will be scanned soon (tomorrow-ish) and it is one doozy of a personal exploration. I've never felt the need to use art as therapy and this one kind of rolled out on its own. I have picked back up the pencil and brush and am very excited about the next 4-5 pieces I have lined up (one of 'em is an official book cover!). I just moved into a medium sized apt where I have my own studio AND a room for my little girls when I have them.
As far as words of wisdom, give me a minute.
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Persevere?
No seriously. So many of my posts this year have been about carrying on when life kicks you in the teeth. This one was a little below the belt, but I could still just give up and remove the pressure of art from my already burdened life. But you know what, that is crap. I love to paint and I love being around other illustrators. I love creating and striving. I love the frustration (ish) because the payoff is almost always profound. I have been quoted on mic as saying "Not everyone should be an illustrator" alluding to the strife we all have to go through to resolve in this industry. It is not for everyone, but it IS for me. This will make me stronger AND better as an artist and a person. So, persevere.
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:( Very sorry to read this. Depression is a bitch. I like your positivity though. Keep it up (first post i read and i wanted to reply to it).
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